Meditation On Meditation

 Meditation On MeditationI want to put color all over my face,lay on the groundI want to be suspicious when i laugh,I want to be found.I'm not dead yetalthough i look older than a dayI didn't come here to talki just want us to play.I don't usually rhymei don't know what's come over mei don't usually dancebut i want to be free.There is a cold wind in the backyardand i saw a white chicken the other dayi'm not going to tell you my namei'm only going to show you my way.The dogs are howlingin the middle of the nightwe are all but dogswho don't know how to fight.I am broken, take care of my piecesi am but a song without a reasonsome noise in the darksome burnt leaves in this season.You say you like pumpkinsi say i'm afraid of anything that roundyou say you hear your voice talking to yourselfI hear the cry of a woman, who can't make a sound.when i don't talk i know you betterwildflowers sing to me in my sleep,i know their colors by heartcan I have just one pretty thing to keep?this is this and that is that.Do you think silence is a disguise?let's hide our faces, i'll wear a hat,Which one of us is more alive?we are here to make noiseand create a showthere is no ending howeverand there is nothing to know.Stand by the waterwhile I say your namebe the person you thought you werewhen we started this game.i can barely see youWe are, we are like mist in the rainin the morning fogi only know your name.I know you are a personi know you can stand next to me,in the light you look realin the darkness you look free...nina