What do I Want to Say?

I guess the question is a fierce one, what to say? What to be? What do I want to say and who do I want to be? Someone asked me the other day that if all the labels people had about me were gone, who would I be?I said that I'd like to be the connector. I like connecting with people. I like to make connections that inspire me and other people. I like to have insights and aha moments. If I could just inspire and be inspired for my whole life, that is what I would do.But I'm bogged down with correcting papers, and tutoring and not wanting to get up so early in the morning. And I forget that writing and meditating are essential parts of my life, that I'm not whole without them. It is through meditation that I find the inspiration to write and connect and inspire and be inspired.