I revived all my plants…BUt i think u are more interested in depressiono...most of u are depressed, some suidally so

Again with the demons. Same demons, different affect. Those voices telling you to kill yourself are coming from the aura of the people who you have surrounded yourself with for ages and ages and ages, maybe even lifetimes. Maybe there is such a thing as reincarnation. Maybe you are hearing voices from other lives. Many Masters, Many Lives.

But most likely you are hearing voices from the heads of people you know or used to know. It is all happening right now, in this moment, there is no other moment than now. At this moment u can hear every voice you have ever heard of anyone telling you anything. It all happens and you can’t get out of bed, literally, the sound is so loud in your heart. You have to lay there for a very long time to stop hearing it. All the while you are closing your eyes and meditating, begging the great spirit to relieve you of this pain. Most of it is your imagination, no one wants you to die, everyone you know actually loves you, as twisted as that love may be they actually love you. As wrong as that love may be as uncalled for and terrible as that abusive love may be, they do in fact love you. That does not mean you should go back to your abuser!!!!!!!!! PLEASE DO NOT DO THAT! DON’T EVEN CONSIDER IT!

But know there are only two final emotions, love and fear. Where do you want to live? In love? Stay away from your demons. In fear? Get cozy with them. Now demons are so very complicated, they are very pretty with perfect skin and perfect clothing. they look like gods, and they in fact are gods. In hinduism there are so many stories of gods fighting battles, good gods and bad gods. Remember the gods must be crazy.

There is an upside to this…

you can consciously meditate before you ever get depressed, and you can warn off the demons. God is there, she will actually help you with that. DOn’t believe in god? even better, meditate to get those shitty things people said to you out of your head. Go on with your day. LIVE A LITTLE.