I Just Tamed some Demons

I mentioned before that when I get manic my demons come inside me and take over. My demons are simply other people from my past whose essence has entered my body and takes over and makes me act like a maniac. It’s simple psychology 101. My demons are other people.

THAT DOES NOT MEAN I STAY AWAY FROM OTHER PEOPLE!

According to Sikhi we are to stay as a householder and find god. Find god in a dirty diaper at one a.m. Find god in a tooth falling out at the age of 65. Conversations with God says the same exact thing.

I had a REALLY LONG DAY taming my most persistent demons.

By the way, they are not tamed fully yet. THese are humans I’m talking about. It will probably take them their entire lives to become tamed. It usually does. That’s why people are so nice at their death beds, they’ve tamed all their demons and they themselves have been tamed, if that makes any sense. If it doesn't read it again.

Everyone we know has demons, when we interact with them, we pick up on some of their demons as well. It’s kind of like a pass-along game. Look I’m not making complete sense to you probably because I’m bound by words, which are just symbols for thoughts. Words as so limited. God says this in Conversations with God. God doesn't usually talk to people because what he says is always misinterpreted. The first important words God said to me were: “You are God.”

I was at my cousin’s house in California staring out the window. I got so royally confused, “Was I supposed to go downstairs and tell him that I’m god?” My legs stopped moving, they froze. I had a panic attack so badly that I had psychosomatic paralysis. It didn’t hurt that an uncle of mine had tried to slip into my bed by “accident” a week before. But then God said to me, “LOOK OUTSIDE”

“EVERYTHING LOOKS THE SAME,” I SAID to myself in my head.

“You are in Heaven…” God whispered to me.

My cousin immediately flew me home to my parents, the next day.

Apparently, this house is heaven after all. california was hell for me, i only stayed there for a few short months. i’ve never been back.

nina